Monday, December 8, 2008

KLIA lines..

at KLIA now.
waiting for my check-in bag.
masi lama sii emg, cmn..
since i ever missed my flight, skrg d usahakan 3 jam sblm penerbangan..
gw udah d airport. heuhe :D
sitting at the cheapest hot spot place here, *secara gw prefer duduk d tpt yg bisa mnum2 kecil, sambil ada yg d kunyah..hehe* MC'D..
mojok2, buat nyri plug.
heuhe.
while i'm chatt with him.. dia nyuruh gw buat ngecek flight dia *again* untuk ksini.
hh..
like ussual, he make me drop again..
dont know why, i feel like, im starting to sick with all of my sacrifice..
dgn smwa yg selalu kejadian ktika gw mau ktmu ama dia.
dgn smwa pengorbanan yg slalu gw lakuian untuk dia, yg which is..demi menghalau smwa cobaan2 tsb.
im sick for all of those..
its not mean that i sick of him, im just sick to making any sacrifice again..
like ussual..
sacrfice for all, my feeling, my time, money, and everything..
bukan mksd gw untuk perhitungan..
but, i think its more than enough..
dan dia, yg slalu g perna ngbntu dlm situasi sprti ini.
i didnt say tht he's ignored me..
but he just doing nothing, with all of that he said..
he couldn't calm on me..
hh..
ya gtu deh..
capek jg gw berkeluh kesah dsini.
g ngaruh jg..

gtg now!
hv to do my check-in bag!
c yah!
cups2! :)

Monday, December 1, 2008

(still) STUCK!!

today is still my exam break.
and I'm still here, at my mate's house.
still STUCK.
still *ucktap with all my papers.
got no money.
got nothing to do.
got none to call to (of course la, i also got no a balance in my cellphone).
got none to talk to.(coz my BF still couldn't call me from there.)
ahhhk.
stuck.
stuck.
stuck.
semester break....come quicck.....
youuu..
yes youu..
come quick sayaang.
heu :(

Saturday, November 29, 2008

a very long long long distance relationship...


the more i try the more that i know..
that preserve you in my life..is the one of the most hardest things that i ever made in my life..
but still, i wanna do this, trough this, pass it with you..
coz i see, your mettle beating in my heart..
--me..

For all that you are and all that you do, and for the many ways..
you make my heart keep singing.
-- Leland Thomas



the premier..

make my own blog.
its not to be a follower for someone.
cmn lbh ke g ada kerjaan gw ajah..heuhe
ngisi2 waktu drpd kerjaan nya bukain fesbuk ama ngliatin perkembangan fs yg makin g jlas..?! x) hehe.

today. nothing special happen.
kcuali kejadian internet gw aja d matiin.
hpffh.
hoya..and tonight, i just saw one of the julia robert's film..
"the STEPMOTHER"..
and i cried like a baby.
haha.
and after that..sudenly, i missed my mom..
heuu..
basi deh..terbawa suasanaaa..hhh...
asem bgt dah pkkny.
mlm minggu. minggu exam. akhir bulan. pacar hura-hura. tengah mlm, sndirian nangis2 dpn tv gara2 film.
hhaaah...apa lagee cobaaa yg kuraaaanngg...